sometimes in life,we cannot forsee where our paths would lead us to.we plan out how we want it to come out but He determines it.
there are times when we cant seems to accept that is how its going to be. the once kind of life we want does not seems to appeal to you any more. you are one confused person.have you wasted a whole entire life for something that you do not want anymore?the guilt is tremendous.the confusion is enormous.
life does not get any easier when well meaning people seems to want a hand in shaping your life. words that are uttered...are they out of concern or just a spite to your rezeki of being able to make it slightly further than you had?
during those confusing moments,someone once said,Concentrate on what you are doing.you are doing it the best way you know how.dont bother over what others are saying if you dont see the good in it.
learning not to bother over what others say is a hard lesson to learn.but it is a good lesson indeed to do.sometimes we falter and let negative talk influence you.but learn to walk away from it and let life's positive aura seeps in you.
good bye school life.hello full time work!embarking on another type of journey tomorrow.im not sure whether its the best decision but i have to believe i made the right decision at this point of time of my life.