A fren asked if im sad or unhappy today after reading my msn tag.That almost teared me.coz i was so touched by her concern.my fren was a fellow engineering student who had grad last year.i was not sad or uhappy by the way.the tag was just reflective.
started talking about the group and then it hit me.actually,i am feeling emotional coz my buddies are leaving.i cant believe its been two years already that i got to know them.
last semester was hard when the earlier batch left coz they have helped me alot and they were the spice of my 'lonely' existance in class since im not taking any modules with nir. 'Atuk' and his batch of frens had helped me a lot.i miss them and it must have been even harder for them since they had known each other even longer.
This semester,it will be hardest for me personally.Almost all those in the batch that came with me will be leaving especially so with the guys who i hang out with. im so going to miss them loads.:( their concern,their help,their laughter,their jokes,their antics,me picking on them(as one of the 2 girls in the group,it comes with special priviledges,like being allowed to pick on them...hehehehe...),im going to miss all that.
I guess wat strikes hot was that as we go about our day trying to get our assignments done or getting our lives in order,will we forget those who were once with us?
i hope not.2 years back,i asked the very question to 2 of my dear girlfrens of mine and their answers assure me a lot.they told me that no one will take my spot in the group and when i come back,i will be back when i was.and that spot is what i claimed back every time i came back,
alhamdullillah.so i hope it will not happen too and that when i next talked to this dear frens whom i have forged a friendship for the past 2 years with,it will always be like old times and not stilted and akward conversations.and i know i need to put in more effort in keeping up to date with the contacts which i will persevere to.
