For the past few weeks as i surf thru the bloggers entries,there were so many wedding photos to look at.so very pretty and so very refreshing.
And i blog hopped from one blog to another and goes thru the links attached and guess wat i found?
my cuz wedding pics on the wedding sites.hehehe....i miss out on many family weddings while im here.think about 3 or 4 of my cousins got married.So the last time i got back,2 of them are expecting and this particular cuz of mine and wife are expecting their first baby.never got around to seeing their wedding pics.so,its a pretty nice suprise to stumble on it. i miss out another one last week.:(
then i recall reading some entries on weddings and relationships.(cant recall whose)and it got me thinking,how of all the times that i look thru the photos and envisioning of my own wedding,i had many pictures(in my head la)of how the wedding will look like,the family faces,the joy,the laughter and i recall even thinking of how my kids would probably look like(hey,im a dreamer okie!) and i smiled but one thing that i always end up doing is to put my darling Will's face on the guy after a while coz my guy face is super blurry.hehehe.....i guess thats where it all stops for me when it comes to thinking of the start of my own married life.i cant get pass that blurred face.makes me think of interesting discoveries to be explored but that unknown scares me a lot.
too many unanswered questions i guess.but hey,i guess thats life!since when do we ever know the answers to many things?but that particular unknown scared us so much that myself has taken to only take decisions leading to cross that bridge when she comes to it.till then,please dont complicate my already complicate life!
