im taking it slow,really slow.
im telling myself to stop,to stop dreaming.
dreams of such i had before never see its end,
so its best to stop while im strong enough to do so.
im numbed,really numbed.
i dont think i feel the pain pierced
and thus i have no idea how deep it went.
take the pierced pain away,
and maybe i be able to see how deep
the scar would be.
but i rather not.
leave it embedded,
so i will be numbed all the way.
i want to run away,
i want to let go of all.
im a coward,i rather not face it all.
i want to go back to my corner
and mind my own business as i did before.
Maybe,i should never have venture
out of my corner.
but if i didnt,i would have never known u
and known the pleasures i had,even for awhile
