Was supposed to post this for Sat but
i was too shacked,i guess.Didnt even
have the energy to keep my eyes open
so long.But since then,other stuff
had happened.But,well...this is for
Sat.
Its a nice day,Sat.Start off the day
with a morning call from Safik at
7.30 am.Went of to tuition and its pay
day today.hehehe....so,at least a bit
of cash today on me.
Met up with Khai today over dinner with
Azi and Mayson.Hida joined us a little later
after her work.
Anyway,Khai and me seems to be comfortable
after we finally met face to face after almost
one month coming to 2 of just talking on the
phone.we didnt have that funny atmosphere where
we had no idea wat to do.Well,on my part la it
seems like that.Have to thank Azi for letting me
crash in on her date with Mayson.Sorry gurl
about it but you helped!And thanks again for
letting me know him.
Now,just sort of wait and see situation.kind of tired
actually...gone thru a bit of these 'meet after so
long' things before and after the meeting,they up
and disappear.maybe its me who frightens them away,
my attitude,my overall outlook maybe,i dun know.Dun
want to keep my hopes up high abt maintaining friendship still
there.Would love to remain as friends but sometimes
there are factors beyond my control(such as maybe dislike to my general
being or something) and thus,i've
always kept to my rule."Take care of your own heart
first!" He doesnt seems like that type of person
though and I hope i am proven right.But still,just to
protect myself,shall not keep the hopes soaring!
But even then,it was good while it lasted.
Then made our way back,just me and hida to eastpoint.
She wanted to catch her 'guy' but it seems like
there is no fat chance of it.There were a lot of
girls working there and i didnt see any sign of either
him or Azhar..I guess they finally decided to rest.
Aww....poor them.Been so hard at work.
